Twins Face a
Spiritual Challenge
Sisters
tell of the different ways
they reacted when the devil assailed
their childhood conversions.
By Rosie Lambert
and Roxie Rael |
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God has done so much for me. My parents were Christians, so
I knew at a very young age how to get saved. When I was just
four years old, I prayed and the Lord saved me.
A few years later, I was old enough to understand when I
heard people talking about the experience of sanctification,
and I asked my mom and dad about it. They said if I prayed
and asked God for that experience, He would give it to me.
I did just that, and the Lord sanctified me.
Then at a youth camp shortly after that, He filled me with
the baptism of the Holy Spirit. I am so glad that I sought
the Lord for those deeper experiences while I was young. Becoming
a Christian is the best decision I have ever made in my life,
and it has impacted all of my other decisions.
As I got older, the devil tried to tell me, “You didn’t
really get those experiences. You were so little.” At
that time I told the Lord, “I am not going to give up
what You gave me, but I would like to seek You for a reanointing.”
I sought for a few years and, finally, in my late teens the
Lord did give me that as an assurance. I am glad that I never
cast away my confidence, and that I have always wanted to
serve the Lord.
As an adult, the Lord began to show me some consecrations
that I needed to make along the way, things that were not
necessarily part of my life when I was little. In 1999, God
cornered me up about a consecration that He had been dealing
with me about for years. I finally told him, “Lord,
with your help I will do it.” What blessing that obedience
brought into my life!
My life was good and pretty much without major crisis until
July 31, 2003, when my husband and I had our second child.
In the weeks after Holly’s birth, I was diagnosed with
cancer and she was diagnosed with spinal muscular atrophy—a
condition that usually takes a child’s life before the
age of two or three. It was a hard time, but prayer changes
things! I underwent surgery but never had to have the prescribed
chemotherapy, and Holly’s condition went away—to
the amazement of the neurologist. She is just fine today and
so am I.
The Lord does answer prayer. I am thankful that I know Jesus
and that He has guided me and helped me my whole life. I love
Him and want to lift Him up in everything that I do.
Rosie Lambert lives with her husband
and two daughters in Woodlake, California where they attend
the Apostolic Faith Church.
My testimony is a lot like my twin sister’s story.
I gave my heart to the Lord when I was very young, and I always
wanted to serve Him. I was sanctified before I started kindergarten,
and I received the baptism of the Holy Spirit at youth camp
when I was ten years old.
However, unlike my sister, when the devil came around and
told me that I had not received those experiences, I began
to cast away my confidence. Instead of confronting that and
going to the Lord, I decided I did not want to think about
it. Then I began to neglect to read the Bible and pray every
day, and eventually, I let some things of the world slip into
my life.
For many years I struggled, trying to live a Christian life
on my own—to serve the Lord in my own strength and not
let anyone know what had happened—but I can tell you
that is impossible, and it is such a hard life.
God changed that all around in January of 1999. I liked to
watch television at night, but one night the TV was off, and
I was sitting in my living room thinking. The Lord was drawing
my heart. All of a sudden, I got up from my chair and knelt
down by the couch and said, “Lord, please help me!”
The Lord answered that prayer and saved me. Ever since that
time He has been helping me.
It was difficult for me to let anyone know what had happened,
but a year later, the Lord showed me that I needed to humble
myself and that I would not receive my deeper experiences
unless I was honest with my church family. I told Him that
if He would help me, I would tell people. Of course, all along
He wanted to help! God is so faithful; He will never ask us
to do anything that He will not help us to do.
I was at my sister’s house at the time, and she was
the first one to hear my true testimony. On the way home that
night, the Lord sanctified me—right there in my car!
That experience changed my life again, and I am so thankful
for it.
In the next church meeting, I testified and asked the saints
to help me pray for my baptism. For nine months, I earnestly
sought the Lord, and He drew me close. That was a precious
time, and He gave me promise after promise. Then, on October
15, 2000, He wonderfully baptized me with the Holy Spirit.
I am so thankful for that experience.
When I face storms now, I am not alone! I feel like I have
a mighty army with me; I have a Captain that never lost a
battle. He is with me every day; He has never let me down.
When I was seeking for my baptism, I told the Lord that
if He would give that experience to me again, I would do whatever
He wanted me to do. I still feel that way today. I want to
serve Him with all of my heart. I am so thankful for what
He has done for me, and I am glad that I am walking with Him.
Roxie Rael lives with her husband
and two daughters in Los Angeles, California where they attend
the Apostolic Faith Church.
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